.Sejuta Nota Dari RaRa.

Bo

2012-03-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

I need a doctor

2012-02-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Demam. Batuk. Selsema. Cuaca tak menentu. Suhu badan pun kejap sejuk gila kejap panas gila. Habis plan tergendala. Sepatutnya nak jumpa Ummu Salwa sebab dah lama sangat tak jumpa. Tapi tak larat. Maaf pada kawan-kawan yang tegur kat YM atau FB. Nanti dah ok sikit I'll get back to you ya kawan-kawan.

Ok lah. Mata dah berair. Macam duk dalam oven.

Sekian.

Dua orang manusia yang saya harap saya tak akan terserempak

2012-02-28T20:43:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I believe everyone has at least once, experienced awkward moment, or to be specific, a moment you wish couldn't happen at all. It is something hilarious to reminisce, but then frankly speaking, I really wish I wouldn't meet these two person ever again in my life.

1. It was during hanging out with Ria in Bukit Bintang, we were on our way back to Shah Alam, by KTM train. It was a huge crowd at the time and we need to insert the KTM ticket/pass quickly, because the queue behind was quite long. But suddenly the machine didn't accept my ticket after quite few attempts. I got all panicked because Ria was quite far in the front and I couldn't call her to ask for a help. Then I saw this one lady with a touch n go card, she scanned her card in a lane next to mine. I was so stupid that I immediately scanned my ticket, as if it was a touch n go card. So stupid. A guy who was waiting behind me yelled "ini kan tiket, bukan Touch N Go, pergi scan buat apa?" he grabbed my ticket and inserted it into the machine and yes, it worked. Scumbag machine!! I run quickly to catch Ria in the front with my face turning red, all I felt was really awkward and shame and stupid! I said thank you to the guy, without even turning my face around to look at him. Deeply in my heart I prayed so hard to not gonna meet him ever again in my life, even though he might no recognize me at all. MALU!!

2. Last night, we had a girl talk sesh in Yusma's new place and around 9pm we decided to grab a dinner. Ria waited for us at the car park where it is surrounded by restaurants and roads. People are here and there because the place is lively. Ria has this one thing she enjoys doing, which is to shock us by hiding behind a corner and snarl. Seriously it shocked the hell out of me and I was out of control and scream loudly. Loudly with a sound of my real voice tone, bukan macam suara perempuan jerit yang nyaring tu. But with my real voice, literally. Kuat gila pulak tu. Then there was this guy nearby, I spotted him and he was struggling to hide his laughter which was about to burst anytime. Maluuu gila! Ria and Yusma laughed endlessly, and so did the guy. Mungkin dia tak cam muka saya, tapi saya harap saya takkan jumpa dia lagi. Malu beb!

Sekian pengalaman memalukan dalam hidup saya.

Someone who gives you a worthy living

2012-02-26T18:25:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Was on the phone with mom just now. Feel bad whenever she had to call, where it's supposed to be the other way around. I'm the daughter, yet she is the one who called. Shame on me. I'm running out of credit. Ahh excuses =P.

We are quite close, since I am the only daughter. We share every single thing, from outfits and accessories, to the biggest secret in life. Cecehh. But recently I really don't bother to talk about my worries, my grieves and such when I'm in a conversation with her, for I know I'm hundreds miles away from her, and I just don't want her to think too much. When I cry, I avoided her calls. I just don't want her to look/listen to me sobbing endlessly. I have to pretend to sound happy on the phone, because I need to carry all these things on my own. I'm a big girl and I'm supposed to stop getting her all worried with my aimless crazy stories. She's done a lot. And she's suffered too much all this while.

Seriously, I feel so bad.

Mom,

If you're a teddy, you are the most huggable.

If you're a candy cane, you're the sweetest.

If you're a dress, you're the one to fit me the most.

Thinking of you make me feel like living. Only you and your smile.

Sekian. ~~tak nak cerita panjang jap lagi hujan air mata.~~

The Postmarks

2012-02-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

taking a plane into the sky

i'm not gonna look down

and i'm not gonna look back

Wallflower

2012-02-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

Do you see
Standing there in the corner
I was alone, I always am at these big parties
Watching you, Watching everybody
Wishing I was more outgoing
Wishing I was just a pretty wallflower

I'm not here, no one sees me

Wallflower,
I'm by myself, please excuse me.

TF lagi

2012-02-25T20:19:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I am lacking with update I guess? Usually I would be here almost everyday to share my crappy point of view and humdrum updates. Kinda busy with this and that, well, you know, something we call 'membusykan diri' thing. LOL. Agreed with Ria when she said we should at times pretend to be busy, to evade emotional feelings, due to an extreme boredom.

Went to sports center with the girls and Nazir&Acap. I'm not a sports person, you see, I'm such a loser in these stuff. Teacher said I couldn't participate in sports back in school, because I was weak. Haha. Since then I stopped dreaming and a BIG no to sports. Now you can tell it was really a long time since I involved. But i don't know why, I've started to 'visit' sports center recently, playing basketball, tennis and such. It is so not me, but it was like, it began out of nowhere. Must say it's pretty fun, though!

Left the tennis court around 7.15 pm, hungry as hell *I think I look like a clown at the court*. Went for dinner straight away after performing Maghrib. Had froyo TF for dessert. Eat like there's no tommorow LOL. You know me. =P

Acap and Nazir, you guys seriously need to learn how to appreciate good food. The way I do! Haha.

Got to go. Meeting Syu afterwards.

Catch you later guys.

Sekian.

He belongs to the nation.

2012-02-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hahaha nampaknya ramai dah boleh guess siapakah gerangan Si Boyfriend yang saya mention kat last entry. Jadi sekarang saya reveal who was him.

Tu yang bagi speech tu. Nampak. Kihihihhi.

People's greatest inspiration. =)

Boyfriend semua orang. Bukan boyfriend saya sorang. =P

Coffee aroma

2012-02-22T07:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Morning everybody!! I love morning. I love the smell, the noise, the clouds and everything in the morning. As well as the smell of my coffee. I'm kinda addicted. Oh kelakar housemate saya nangis-nangis semalam lepas tu goreng nasi, makan nasi goreng habis sepinggan. Takpe janji dia happy. And I'm happy for her =). Tak sanggup dengar dia nangis lagi, sebab sangat menyayat hati. I bet kalau korang dengar pun korang akan rasa tak sanggup. Hope everyone's gonna have a nice day today!

Ok got to go. Nak pegi jumpa boyfriend kat UiTM. Nak tahu siapa? Tunggu ya. Balik nanti saya cerita. Kalau sempat saya snap picture, saya upload ok?

Bye!

Because not all bloods are visible by the eye.

2012-02-22T02:30:00.000+08:00

She cries again. Tonight.
I've been there, in her shoes.
God. How I can feel the pain.
How I still see my soul crying in her tiny body.
How the tears seem to never subside.
It hurts. I know well.
Very very well.
There're thousands of bleeding wounds inside.
That the sobs still can do nothing.
But squire the soul in a painful lonely night.

Endless Hunting

2012-02-21T03:34:00.001+08:00

It's hot

It's sweet

It's bitter

It's soft

It's heaven!

Ok tak payah nak describe lebih-lebih kot. Esok saya harus memburu Aunty Anne's Pretzel for the chocolate stick!! Lepas tu next week memburu benda yang sama.

Priscilla Ahn

2012-02-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Priscilla Ahn from LA. If you know me, I am a huge pop/folk music fan. When it comes to music, the one that give me the fresh-est feeling is pop folk music. Still, Country music isn't bad either.

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Any fan of her here? Bro fist!

Sekian.

Qada' dan Qadar

2012-02-20T05:02:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Feel like writing something heart to heart. (Well you know me =P). Few friends said why don't I hook up with this Mr X, this Mr Y or that Mr bla bla you know, that kinda matchmaking thingy. Yeah obviously it is because I'm single now. I cherish the fact that they feel sorry for my awful breakup story not long ago. And I do cherish they are trying to make me happy. Thats it. But now, truth to be told is - I'm happy this way. Love and date, to me it is not something you can play 'try and error' with. Never. Love, it relates much with feelings, with heart, with pride. You don't go hook up with somebody just for the sake of being in relationship. In fact I've done lots of mistake with my past life, where I used to think 'why don't I try'. Yes it was a biggest mistake worth regretting for. I was approached, he's kinda good guy, and yeah, we're on. It was clearly stupid, I know there's no point to grumble. But then still, there's something I should take as a lesson, no? Letting someone into your personal life is something crucial, something you have to be careful with. It's not gonna worth it, just because he seems to be a kindhearted guy. Because nobody can tell so. Kindness, well, it fades away, according to luck. And in my case, I used to think he was the right one, but then he ended up blowing me off for someone else. The worse thing is, I didn't even fall for him at the very first place. I said 'yes' when he confessed, because I thought he's nice. Then, being me, I committed myself to the relationship. Because I never think of betraying or cheating on him, since people say 'what you give you get back'. Hence, I never did something dishonest upon him.

I had my second thought when this one of my friend, Askoe came out with his statement - "we're muslim with beliefs to be kept and to have faith in, the Rukun Iman itself clearly mentions about Qada' dan Qadar. Who are we to know how long the particular relationship is going to last? We can never tell". Sorry Askoe I copy your statement without you knowing it. It is not copying in detail but that's pretty much how it sounds like. After thinking and gaining some strength, recently I see we people with broken hearts, have the tendency to think that love just doesn't make sense. And some of them may come to think they have to immediately hook up to cure the pain. What I've learnt is, it does make sense, but it was human who ruins the entire things. Some just misunderstood what love is and what it is for. Some just got it wrong. Love is about looking for the right one and waiting for the time to come. You may have plenty of kindhearted guy hoping for your attention but then it won't work if you weren't meant to fall for any of them. A boyfriend, it is not necessarily a love. A boyfriend is just a title. Some think they're supposed to say 'I love you' just because he's the boyfriend. Am I right? In the simplest words I can say, people get used to think it is cool to be in a relationship, so lets be in a relationship, lets try to love each other and yeah this is love according to most of us - including yours truly (admitting the ugly truth here). Suck on that, I know. But then again, it is still up to you, because nobody is gonna take the risk, but you yourself.

If you're really hoping for the love of your life to come, be honest with yourself. Don't give hope to someone you don't fall for, don't pretend to love, don't fake love, don't mention love when you feel uncertained. Be careful and think wisely. Falling in love doesn't come with reasons. Whether he is kind, rich, goodlooking and whatnot, none of those matters. If you're meant to fall for him, then you definitely will. It happens without you noticing it. And if he's kind, then it is a bonus. Love him for who he is. Don't expect, because expectations ruin everything. I am neither teaching nor guiding, even though it sounds like I do. I'm a dork, yet the experience is the best teacher. Count on my words. Don't rush and don't get tired of waiting. Just DON'T.

I don't feel like thinking about love in this near future. Single is not that bad. In fact, I'm way happier. He(my jodoh) will show up, sooner or later. And as for now I just feel like making plenty of friends and keep growing up *I mean mentally growing up. And yeah, ambition and dreams, here I am working hard on it. I want to stay this way until one fine moment, I feel determined and certain-ed with myself. A marriage knot is encouraged to be done sooner in Islam. Hence, lets pray for the best and lets hope for a worth destiny.

Whoever is reading around, perhaps this is more likely a gay/sentimental entry, or whatever you call it, I am sorry. (",). I am not being a love doctor or such, it actually has been written with heart. Sorry for being nonsense.

I'm happy to be surrounded by awesome people in my life =)
*Saya tak maksudkan orang belakang tu. Entah siapa.

Sekian.

Ek Main Aur Ekk Tu

2012-02-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Puihhh bukan main susah nak sebut tajuk movie ni. Haha. Nama pun hindustan kan. Siapa suka three idiots? Macam hindustan moden gitu kan. Cerita ni pun macam tu jugak. Bukan muzikal macam bollywood biasa tu. The hero is a new face I think. Atau saya yang tak pernah tengok. Cute. =)

Mengisahkan tentang Rahul Kapoor yang hidupnya always in control of his parents. He can't do this can't do that. Sampai kan time makan pun kena kunyah 32kali, baru boleh telan. Extreme tak dia punya control. Then bila dia jumpa this Kareena Kapoor, this girl widen up his view, and he started to rebel and be independent. But at the end, they didn't end up dating, tapi hanya berkawan. Kiranya ni bukan love story lah ya.

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Most of the scenes were in US. Ada la beberapa kerat orang melayu dalam cinema time ni. Majority mesti la Indian. Sama macam tengok cerita Ah Beng that day. Saya dan Ria je Malay. Haha. Satu Malaysia katanya. Cerita hindi ni sold out kot. Sampai kami tunggu next turn. Now you can tell how fun it was.

Sekian. =)

Beautiful Lyric

2012-02-18T15:39:00.001+08:00

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window

Darling, everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...

Hantu Lapar

2012-02-18T03:46:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ini lah masalahnya kalau tidur awal. Mesti terjaga tengah-tengah pagi buta terkebil-kebil sesorang. Tang terkebil-kebil tu kira ok lagi la kan. Ni tidak, ditambah pula perut berdondang sayang kelaparan. Gila apa pukul tiga pagi nak makan. Kalau ada geng tu lain cerita la. Kan Fai? Anis? Hana? Teringat pulak zaman dulu-dulu. Pukul 4pagi call mcD order McMuffin. Gila tak gila. Lain kali kena tahan mata ni kasi tidur lewat sikit.

Dua tiga menjak ni saya asyik dengar housemate saya nangis around 3, 4 a.m.. Teresak-esak. Ini bukan cerita hantu ya. Saya memang cam suara dia. Kenapa ya? Putus cinta ke? Family problem? Everyday macam tu. Housemate saya yang ni memang tak rapat sangat. Kenal pun sebab duk serumah. Dia pendiam orangnya. Comel. Eh tetiba. Saya bukan lesbian ok. Cuma nak bagitahu dia memang comel, tapi korang tak leh mintak no phone sebab dia dah tunang. Agaknya rumah ni memang satu rumah dalam mood sedih eh? Kisah putus cinta lah, kisah itu, kisah ini bla bla. Eh refer diri sendiri ke apa. Tak lah tak sedih dah. Maksud saya lepas saya dah habis bersedih, dia pulak yang ada masalah. Kesiannya. Nak pergi usha, tapi ada kawan dia dalam bilik dia. Hopefully she'll get better.

Saya ada masa sampai esok malam sebelum dateline weekly photo challenge. Alamak gambar mana kah yang akan dipertaruhkan nanti? Ahaha bak kata AO dalam challenge ni tak ada pemenang dan pengkalah. Sebab tu I accepted the challenge. Kalau menang Mini Cooper ke apa, memang lah AO yang sapu licin. Kihihihi.

Malam tadi kami ke Wong Solo. Nanti saya cerita lah yang tu k. Bye2.

Hantu pakai comforter.

Mainan perasaan

2012-02-17T19:21:00.001+08:00

You're mysterious.

Words of wisdom

2012-02-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died

-GreenDay's 21Guns-

Weekly Photo Challenge

2012-02-16T05:09:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum guys!

So it's a challenge from brother AO from 10bucks photography, yeah he is the one who's been motivating and inspiring me in these kinda stuff, all this while. He helped quite a lot. So this challenge is some sort of training to help me being in the right track all the time, to encourage more efforts from me, and mainly, it's vital for me to stay committed to things I love to do. So he came out with this idea. And I think it is not between A.O. and Rara alone. It is between Panasonic Lumix GF1 and Sony Alpha NEX C3 as well. Betul tak AO? Don't you think? Be aware that you'll be seeing a huge contradiction between AO's and mine. He's professional and I am trying to start crawling. You'll be impressed by his masterpiece, and you're gonna smirk at mine. But then that's ok. I don't mind to be criticized for something I enjoy doing. Hahahaha. I'm pretty excited. Wish me lucks, lovely people!!

Kaspersky expires today. *sigh*.

Sekian!

Pelik tapi menuju padu ke hati.

2012-02-15T18:23:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

"Gua yakin lu nanti akan menjadi seorang muslimah berjubah dan bertudung labuh. Memang sejuk mata memandang", kata seorang mamat ni di facebook.

"Kenapa pulak fikir macam tu?", tanya saya kepada beliau.

"Entah. Tapi firasat gua mengatakannya", balas si rakan tersebut.

Saya terdiam. Mampukah saya? Kuatkah saya?

Allah kuatkan lah hamba-hambaMU.

Lomba Puisi

2012-02-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

Ku lari ke hutan,

Kemudian menyanyi ku.

Ku lari ke pantai,

Kemudian teriakku.

Sepi...

Sepi dan sendiri,

Aku benci.

Aku ingin bingar,

Aku mau di Pasar.

Bosan aku dengan penat,

Dan nyah saja kau pekat.

Seperti berjelaga

Jika kusendiri.

Pecahkan saja gelasnya.

Biar ramai..

Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh.

Ah..ada malaikat menyulam

Jaring labah-labah belang,

Di tembok keraton putih.

Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya?

Biar terdera.

Atau..

Aku harus lari ke hutan,

Belok ke pantai?

-puisi Rangga-

Universiti Malaya

2012-02-14T18:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Been raining all day long. Staying in the crib, doing stuff and extremely bored. Tempat korang hujan ke tak?
Mandi hujan macam best ni. Haha.

UM was fun yesterday! Went to the library, its a big library, honestly. And that was my first time being there. Looking for supporting material for research, its quite helpful. Worth looking for.

Went there with Ria and Acap. Traffic was a bit crowded, hari berkerja kan. Pergi makan rojak and cendol, kekenyangan balik rumah. Planned to go canoeing with them but then it is still on hold. Lama gila kot tak pergi. Kesian Si Acap, we didn't notice yesterday was his birthday. Then he was like 'weh korang tak nak wish aku ke?'. Wish pebenda bulak mamat nih kan. Haha anyway happy birthday Acap! Sorry kitorang tak ingat langsung. Actually memang aku tak tahu pun. Haha. Kesian kau kan. Sorry sangat2 weh.

Tahniah untuk Adele, she swept 6 awards altogether, that's legend, dude! Tak perlu jadi hot untuk memiliki bakat yang outstanding. Betul?

Semalam mimpi makan satey. Jom pegi makan? Tau tau nak makan apa. Lost my appetite, due to injured gum. I hurt it by brushing my teeth harshly like ninja. Eh ninja? Haha tapi injured gum always happen to me, and yeah for the same reason jugak.

Do you guys see it? I'm weak at writing. Hopping point to point like, takde penanda wacana. Teruk.

Baik lah. I have to pen-off.

I kinda hate Nicki Minaj. Have no clue why.

Sekian.

Kedai Kopi

2012-02-13T07:35:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Such a beautiful morning, isn't it? Working peeps must be having Monday blues right there but then that's okay lets hope for Friday to come fast okay? Woke up around 4a.m. today, find out that haven't performed Isyak yet, I went to bed quite early last night with my laptop on. I dreamt somethin but then I couldnt remember what it was all about. Crap.

Last few night, went for dinner with Syu at Kedai Kopi, a restaurant beside Tasik Shah Alam, which I just got the chance to go for the first time. Such a romantic scenery, I must say. Quite full with cust coming in and the services were like so-so. The only merit they offer is the scenery. That's all I guess. But then I could see it was such a favorite place among people here. Hopefully the service is getting better in the near future. =)

When it comes to the main point of being in this blog-sphere, I see we have different reasons and point of view. And as for me, it is just a medium to write when I feel like doing. A medium to share my everyday life, and that doesn't mean my life is that wonderful to share, but still, it is mine. I've had the toughest, the happiest, the 'WTF'est, but then it complete me. Gaining followers does never come across my mind. Currently I have 64 followers if I'm not mistaken, and that's more than enough. Not that I don't welcome the newcomers, but the exact point is - I don't expect you to read. I won't. But then if you do, I thank you a bunch, whether you're reading with a smile or a smirk. It's not a big deal. I love my readers, and how I wish I could meet you in person and be friends for real. And in fact, I am also a reader, I do blog-hop everyday, reading and surfing my favorite blogs and have fun.

And I will always appreciate those who drop comments, and if you feel like leaving your footsteps here, please do so. Lets make it simple and easy.

Got to go now, heading to UM with Ria this morn. Jangan lupa breakfast ya!

Sekian.

2012-02-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sedikit perkongsian yang saya ambil dari Short Note Ustaz Azhar Idrus

KENAPA AKU DIUJI ??
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Ankabut : 2-3
“Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan: ’Kami telah beriman’, sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi ?Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta.

KENAPA AKU TAK MENDAPAT APA YG AKU INGINKAN ??
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 216
“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui”

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI ??
QURAN MENJAWAB:
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 286
“Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.”

KENAPA FRUST???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Imran : 139
“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yg paling tinggi derajatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman”

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Al-Baqarah : 45
“Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sholat; dan sesungguhnya sholat itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk Tiada daya dan upaya kecuali atas pertolongan Allah semata”

APA YANG AKU DAPAT ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. At-Taubah : 111
“Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu’min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan jannah untuk mereka…”

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP ???
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. At-Taubah : 129
“Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari-Nya. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal”

AKU TAK SANGGUP !!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB :
Qs. Yusuf : 12
“….dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir.”

dan segudang pertanyaan lagi yang keseluruhannya pun dapat dijawab oleh Sang Pemilik Semesta Alam. Nah, cukup jelaslah bahwa Allah-lah yang memberi kita cubaan permasalahan, pastilah Allah akan menurunkan pertanyaan beserta jawabannya! Hanya Allah sandaran manusia.

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P/S; Satu prinsip yang saya pegang, kita kena bersyukur bila orang menjatuhkan kita. Sebab, biar orang yang buat dosa dekat kita, kita jangan buat dosa dekat orang. Sungguh besar ujian Allah ini untuk saya, namun saya yakin Allah merancang sesuatu yang baik untuk saya, dan Allah juga menguji saya, supaya saya menjauhi orang-orang yang tidak baik.

Sekian.

End of the world

2012-02-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

When the sun runs out

And there's no one to save you

Will you go to our favorite place

And try to say goodbye?

At the end of the world

Will you find me, will you find me?

At the end of the world

Will you find me?

So that we can go

Together, together, together

When the moon breaks up

And the tide goes out of control

Will you find me in the water

And swim me to the stars?

-Ingrid Michaelson-

Hari ini Hari Ahad

2012-02-12T04:31:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat hari Ahad. =)

6 perkara untuk direnung sebelum anda bertindak curang.

2012-02-10T17:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Panduan untuk lelaki atau perempuan yang sedang teragak-agak untuk curang dengan pasangan anda. This is for you. Don't get offended, this is just an honest opinion from me.

1. Kalau ada seseorang yang pernah curang dengan kau sebelum ni, bermakna kau pernah rasa. Dan sekiranya kau curang, kau adalah sama levelnya dengan orang tersebut. Recall balik samada kau pernah sumpah seranah orang yang curang dengan kau tu. Kalau kau pernah cakap dia 'sial', 'gila', dan sebagainya, ya anda juga layak menerima perkataan2 seperti itu.

2. Apabila berkehendak untuk curang, kerana perempuan itu lebih cantik, dan lebih dari segala2nya, fikir - sampai bila kelebihan tu mampu bertahan, dan berapa lama waktu untuk kelebihan itu bertahan sebelum ia pudar dengan seribu kekurangan yang terselindung.

3. Bila berperasaan untuk curang, sebab? - alaaa awek aku tu cari gaduh, dan bla bla bla pelbagai kekurangan pasangan kau akan rasa tak kena. Kau rasa macam tak bahagia. Rasa macam pasangan kau banyak kekurangan. Fikir kembali, waktu kau tunjuk kekurangan diri kau, waktu terserlah perangai buruk kau, adakah pasangan kau curang dengan kau? Adakah dia pernah terdetik untuk meninggalkan kau untuk orang lain? Fikir sejenak sebelum kau lakukannya.

4. Adalah lebih rasional bila kau memutuskan sesuatu perhubungan itu, untuk apa-apa saja alasan, melainkan kerana kau berniat untuk curang. Kau masih lagi seorang yang baik bila nak putus sebab parents tak setuju, nak putus sebab dah tak ada perasaan, nak putus sebab pergi belajar oversea dan sebagainya, daripada tujuan putus kau itu adalah kerana - kau ada manusia lain. It is acceptable kalau terpaksa putuskan hubungan demi education, demi kerjaya, agama dan keluarga. Tanpa ada orang ketiga terlibat di situ.

5. Yeah. Kalau memang dah tak boleh nak buat apa jugak. Kau memang dah tahap cintan habis dengan si orang baru, memang tahap you jump i jump, memang dah jodoh. Ya memang dah jodoh. Tapi!!!! Berterus terang lah dengan pasangan kau. Jangan menipu di belakang dia dan cuba meyakinkan dia yang kau tak salah. No itu adalah sifat ketidakmanusiaan *or should i mention apakah makhluk yang bukan manusia tersebut*..Cerita saja tentang semua tu, sebab memang kau dah dilamun cinta, kenapa takut nak mengaku, sebab kau rasa macam kejam? Kalau dah kejam kenapa kau buat jugak? Bertambah tiadahati nya kau sekiranya kau curang dan tinggalkan pasangan kau tanpa khabar berita, biarkan dia tertunggu-tunggu dan tertanya-tanya. Itu adalah memalukan. Tolong malu dengan diri kau sendiri. Nasihatnya di sini segeralah berterus terang sebelum terlambat. Mungkin si pasangan akan menangis dan menggelupur kesedihan, tapi itu adalah lebih baik kerana mengetahui hakikat sebenar adalah hak dia. Dia lahir bukan untuk dikhianati oleh kau. Dia berhak untuk tahu yang kau bukan seorang yang baik. Mengaku saja semuanya, dan minta maaf. Itu sekiranya kau profesional dan matang. Sekiranya kau budak hingusan, itu gua malas nak cerita.

6. Dan sekiranya kau tak rasa bersalah, sebaliknya cuba untuk menyalahkan pasangan kau, supaya dapat putus dan dapat bersama orang baru, please go to hell.

Kalau obvious sangat panduan-panduan ni berpunca dari saya sakit hati, now tell me which one doesn't make sense?

Sekian.

A flower for you!

2012-02-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sebenarnya banyak yang saya nak cerita kat sini. Tapi bila time nak menulis tiba-tiba semua fade away satu persatu. Entah apa2 la kan. Rugi pulak tak ikut the girls pergi Broga Hill pagi tadi. Perhaps nanti ada rezeki untuk pergi lagi sekali. Tempat tu cantik, siapa yang tak suka kan. Pulak tu boleh tengok sunrise atau sunset. It's just more than wonderful. Kuasa Allah.

My favorite food. For dinner last nite. Bubur nasi. Sedaapppppp!!!

I was playing around with baby NEX. Light-painting around and it's kinda crazy. Yeah was just so lazy to take out the tripod, so just used my desk instead. Still sorta helps, no?

Have a good sleep, sugars!!! Sweet dreams. And here's a flower to you. With love.

It's a flower. Tell me it really looks like one! Tell me! Tell me!!!!!! Bhahahaha.

*I'm bad at painting I know that*

And after all, I'm bad at everything. LOL.

Sekian!

Wishlist

2012-02-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

For this time being I really need a brand new capo. Since I hate bar chords very much, and I suck at it, frankly speaking. So I'm gonna ruin the practice without my capo. The old one malfunctioned already.

credit

Warna hitam nampak tough kan?

I didn't mean to write this. Oh ya?

2012-02-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So you called this morning. What were the calls for, I was kinda wondering. Was that to invite me to your wedding? HAHA. Wow am I even that important to you. Whatever it is, I don't feel like answering you. Stop dialing my number, as you wished us to be apart. As you wish me to be as perfect as she is and I didn't give a damn.

You know what, yes I used to be the one who always consider second chances whenever people turned me down, whenever you betray the relationship, whenever you blew me off, whenever you screw things up and then apologize. Yes I think it defines me. A person who will always say 'nevermind its ok just dont let me down again'. A person who's always there to forgive you and buy your excuses, even though they made 'PERFECT' senses. Silly me, I know that. But please keep this in your mind ; that once I came to a level where I hate you, a level where I can no longer forgive you, a level where I won't consider no more - I am doing that for good and I always will. It's a stage where the feeling is not there anymore, because things were too much and I'm not gonna keep being stupid the way I used to. So hey gentleman, take note that I AM AT THIS LEVEL, NOW.

I may still talk to you, I may still look at you. But it's pretty much like talking/looking to a piece of meat. Nothing more that that. I'm healed on my own, my days are no more surrounded by your shadows and I'm living a way happier life with people around me. I'm really happy, for God sake, in case you didn't notice that.

Please respect me and don't make me curse upon you. Because I could.

Mahu mandi dan dinner. I'm craving for bubur nasi. Bye.

Enough Said

2012-02-08T04:49:00.000+08:00

Pavi & Bintang Walk

2012-02-08T02:44:00.000+08:00

Yang Kau Tinggalkan Hanyalah Luka

2012-02-07T09:50:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Terjumpa lagu ni. Lagu lama.

Cool song.

The dance step

2012-02-07T02:56:00.001+08:00

I chin up and feel the wind,

Up there it's cloudy cotton candy,

I step on a pavement so I can lean,

World is suddenly joyless and noisy.

As the rain chills me to the bone,

It pours a heavy dose of emptiness,

I stare on the drops I can see the bygone,

It reminds me of a laughter full with cheers.

It was a girl with a pony tail she's as free as a dragonfly,

Spinning around on the wet slippery ground,

With her hands up high in the sky,

She felt the rain she danced around.

With lips curled and eyelids fluttered,

I wish I could still be free and happy,

Recalling the dance step no I can't remember,

I know by heart, that pony tailed girl was me.

-rara-

"The only way to really know is to really let it go"

Roti Pisang

2012-02-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Apa korang rasa bila makan roti pisang lepas tu tergigit ketulan gula yang sangat banyak di dalamnya?
Apa korang rasa? Apa reaksi korang?

Ya betul. Rasa nak tarik selimut. Tutup muka. Dan nangis sampai minggu depan. Tak kelakar ok.

Ah Beng The Movie : Three Wishes

2012-02-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Ini kisah keluar dengan Ria malam bila entah. Lepas dinner, decide nak tengok movie pulak. Tapi macam tak banyak movie best kan sekarang. Cerita Azura macam rasa membazir je kang pulak. So bila cashier tu suggest Ah Beng The Movie, kitorang pun terpengaruh la. He said the movie was really fun. Tak rugi invest to watch. And yes, memang fun lah. Kelakar gila. Lawak bodoh tapi it has hidden message and value. I spotted Ean from HitzFM as the special cast in the movie. (bukanlah spotted dalam cinema tu, dalam movie tu la maksud saya). Haha movie nya simple banyak scene in the squatters area. Kat pasar ikan. Tapi memang best. Highly recommended for those who're looking for fun movie to watch.

Sekian dari kami. Ria+Rara.

New Blog Header by ASKOE

2012-02-06T04:40:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So as you can see, it's a new header up there. Ketika masih panas lagi ni elokla terus buat entri nanti kang lupa. Betul? I don't really like my previous header, it was all pinkish and ugly. So I was thinking of having new header, dah buka photoshop and get ready. Duk bersandar di kerusi, tengok skrin. Pegang mouse, gerak-gerak. Sandar balik. Hirup milo, gigit biskut. Rasa pahit.

Tetiba ting! Allah hantarkan kawan saya (ok ayat hiperbola metafora tak agak) kepada saya untuk membantu. He's working tapi masih sudi membantu. Haha ahhh rasa malas pulak nak puji kan. Thahaha. Memang darah seni, otak seni. Dah tengok few of his masterpiece memang cantik, I must say, from the first glance. He's a talented graffiti writer, and you might be seeing his masterpice somewhere on the sidewalk.

I love it!

Thanks ASKOE!! Stop calling me the 'name'. Memang mintak pelempang.

Sekian.

=(

2012-02-05T04:58:00.000+08:00

Kenapa kau calar????

Saya janji saya janji wuuu wuuu

2012-02-04T20:00:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni hari yang normal. Seperti spektrum cahaya yang mengembangkan warna mempersembahkan jutaan garis-garis pelangi sempurna. Dah kenapa sakit otak tiba-tiba pujangga lak. Tadi baca balik entri lepas-lepas. Wargh rasa stupid macam patrick star je. Patrick kalau baca pun boleh cakap saya lagi bodoh kot. Arrrrr tapi tak apa tu semua foolishness done in the past. Sekarang saya cerdik sikit ok saya janji =.="

No no. Pose bukan main. Dah 7;58 tak semayang2 lagi. Kihihihi tak kelaka.

Gonna hang out with Ria for a movie afterwards.

Bye guys.

Sekian.

Lipas Goreng Berlada

2012-02-04T05:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat sejahtera kan nya pun adoi ter ber. Sekarang pukul 5pagi dan saya terjaga apabila saya terjaga saya ternampak seekor anak lipas which I think seriously creepy. Sebelum ini tak ada lipas yang saya jumpa di bilik saya warghhh. Saya cuba nak ketuk tapi it's missing in a blink!

Lipas! Kau di mana haaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Kau lah punca aku tak dapat meneruskan tido.

Lek lu jom minum Milo. Lapar.

Busking nyanyi-nyanyi main gitar greng greng greng. Japgi mungkin jiran datang simbah air longkang.

Babai.
Sekian.

Mr. Medicine

2012-02-03T23:56:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hi guys. Honestly don't really have anything great to share. I've just been home all day long, reading articles, which is more like 'scanning' the articles, to be specific. LOL. Can't wait for music class to start. I'm bored to death. Yeah you can tell by reading this crap.

A piece of talent here from Eliza Doolittle. I love her music. The voice is pretty much like Corrine Bailey Rae if you listen literally. But Eliza is more to pop-folk music, with cuter videos, arts and talents.

Where on earth is my Mista Medicine???? ~~puiiii haktuihhh~~

Uhukkk uhukkkkkk. Batuk jap.

Sekian.

Groceries

2012-01-31T05:37:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So now I'm back to the place I'm supposed to be, I'm about to register for my masters study on this coming 25th. Been in hometown for approximately a week, and everything was good and great, I guess. Since the minute I got back here, my 'bedtime' got twisted to daytime, up until now. Get what I mean? I can't sleep in the night time and get all sleepy in the day time. It's not good and I really really have to twist it back, by hook or crook. Pray hard that I would.

There's nothing much I did today, just a bit of grocery shopping and yeah, that's it. I'm glad that things are getting crystal clear now. I'm talking bout my love life and yes, it's clearly over, I know. I guess I get over it now and I'm beginning a whole new life. I feel fresh, I feel contented and it's great to be alive until today. *sounds stupid I know. Well I must say that I'm pretty happy I can finally get over it. I'm living and keep doing things I love actively and seriously. I want to keep learning and discovering music, deeply. I wanna save and travel a lot, even if it's not somewhere far away. I would love to go out with friends and pals and experience new things in life. Wouldn't it be great? Hopefully 2012 will be a great year and 24 would be such a coolest age I've ever had =) . InshaAllah.

24y.o. is not young anymore. I know. Surroundings seem to be related to all marriage and wedding matters. Never mind. When the time comes, then I'll have mine, too. A guy with tanned-skin, who is a bit older than me, knows how to tackle problems, matured, mentally-support me with my hobbies and interests, and mainly, a guy who falls for me with no reason. That'll be just perfect.

Bahaha. Crap. I shall stop daydreaming.

Sekian.

A card from Anonymous

2012-01-26T01:22:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

That day Mum had told me there's a birthday card posted to me using hometown address. I can finally check it out these couple of days since it's been three months I didn't come home.

Saya tertanya-tanya hingga ke hari ini siapa kah gerangan si penghantar. Memang saya tak pernah dapat kad bila birthday. Kalau dapat pun biasanya hadiah je. And she/he got my age wrong, actually. =P

It's written "happy 22nd birthday". Supposed to be 23rd sebenarnya but doesn't matter. Kalau dia baca entri ni, saya ucapkan terima kasih banyak-banyak and I appreciate it =) Would be nice kalau note down your name supaya senang nak say thanks. =D

The handwriting looks similar to my big brother's tapi it's quite impossible. He's not this kinda person.
Whatever.

By the way, thank you Anonymous.

Oh, tomorrow Dad ada buat kenduri sikit kat sini. Solat hajat and makan-makan. Sesiapa yang dekat-dekat kalau free boleh datang lepas Isyak ye.

Gonna be busy for the whole day tomorrow. Dad request sup tulang for the majlis. Wah, tak agak kan Abah ni. Haha. I'm gonna spend these last two days with full of joy!!

Ok lah, esok jumpa lagi InsyaAllah.

Sekian.

Hometown with Si Debab

2012-01-26T00:54:00.001+08:00

Gonna miss him and this place very much, soon.

Jodoh ketentuan Allah SWT

2012-01-26T00:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Feel like mumbling here tonight. Just finished applying UPU for my lil brother, my head got all dizzy since he let me decide what course to choose. Hopefully I've chosen wisely InsyaAllah. I feel so good to be home for it is the nicest getaway for me to get over the sad part of my life. I'm a bit happier now, Alhamdulillah. I guess I'm determined and I feel certain-ed in this path Allah shows me.

Yesterday, I had cofee time with mom, talked about cousin's wedding and stuff. Then been carried away to my love life and such things.

"Kakak mungkin tak kahwin kot. Sampai bila-bila."

"Tak baik cakap macam tu. Kata-kata tu ibarat doa. Jangan bersedih. InsyaAllah, pasti Allah dah tentukan yang terbaik untuk kita"

Mother knows best.

Sekian.

Parenting.

2012-01-22T03:06:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I've done a bit of blog-hopping just now. Suddenly attracted with parenting blog, especially blog kawan saya Yani, who is now a mother to Haniyah Humayrah yang super comel!!

Sekarang rasa nak kahwin. Nak ada baby. Life would be meaningful when we have our loved ones, feed them, being tender with them and love them with a limitless undying love. Being a mom is such a wonderful gift. No skeptical.

Sekian.

Tanah ini.

2012-01-22T02:23:00.001+08:00

Saat itu,
Kali terakhir aku di sini
Semua begitu indah bagai pelangi
Janji-janji yang terikat rapi
Semua terucap di sini.

Dan kini,
Aku kembali lagi
Semuanya sudah kosong kau hancuri
Kenangan manis kau lepaskan kini berduri
Seperti menghiris jantung ini.

-Rara-

Hometown

2012-01-22T02:10:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I've been home since the past three days. I'm happy yet don't feel excited to attend my cousin's wedding which is gonna be held so soon. I don't really like it to be in a massive crowd for hours and I'm sick of being alone in there. Memang rasa rugi sebab tak ada kakak. Memang rasa lonely bila pergi mana-mana. Asyik berkepit dengan mom and I really hate when people call me 'anak dara'. Ya lah memang saya bukan janda, dan bukan kanak-kanak lagi kan, tapi entah lah that remark just turn me off, at times. Lepas tu ada la yang tanya saya bila nak kahwin dah ada calon ke belum bla bla bla. Bila bagitahu further study, suuuukaaa sangat cakap saya ni nak pangkat besar, nak kerja bagus-bagus, nak gaji riban-riban. Hello, kalau nak cari ilmu semata-mata sebab pangkat dan duit, takkan kemana jugak. Rezeki tu kerja Allah, bukan kelulusan yang tentukan. Saya mencari ilmu selagi saya terdaya sebab hidup saya hanya sekali. Bukan sebab nak pangkat besar. Kalau belajar tinggi pun, kalau Allah dah tentukan rezeki saya, macam tu je lah rezeki saya.

All this while pun saya ni bukan lah seorang relative yang selalu dipuji-puji. Tiada relative yang kenal saya dengan sifat-sifat positif seperti rajin, pandai, solehah and whatsoever. So most of the times saya lebih suka jadi diri sendiri, yang penting saya tahu tanggungjawab saya pada parents saya, dan saya tak buat salah dengan siapa-siapa. Saya tolong apa yang patut, tapi tak ada lah sampai nak show off kerajinan saya atau kepandaian saya. Memang saya kekurangan kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain. Jadi saya tak kisah sangat, kalau mak-mak suka puji anak-anak sendiri. Saya lebih suka kalau my mom cerita kekurangan anak-anak, sebab kita tak perlu berbangga dengan kurniaan dan rezeki yang Allah pinjamkan. Orang lain nak puji-puji anak diorang, nak kutuk2 anak orang lain, silakan. Sebab tu lah kot saya kurang ngam la dengan orang-orang yang jenis macam tu, walaupun some of them tu kadang-kadang relatives saya seniri jugak. Saya pernah rasa down tapi saya bersyukur sebab my mom jenis yang tak suka puji-puji anak sendiri. Tak kira macam mana pun, dia bukan jenis yang pum pang pum pang kecoh bercerita. I'm glad in that case.

Kadang-kadang rasa dah malas nak tunjuk muka depan orang-orang yang tak habis-habis nak berlagak.

Saya tahu lah, saya tak kahwin lagi, calon pun dah tak ada. Kalau orang nak kata saya tak laku ke, nak belajar sampai ke tua ke. Cakap lah apa pun. Saya dah malas nak dengar.

Sekian.

Kindergarten

2012-01-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Right after phoning my mom, I suddenly miss my baby Si Debab so much. Mom said Debab dah masuk kindergarten sebab dari kecik lagi dia memang sibuk nak gi sekolah. So tahun ni, his mummy hantarkan dia masuk kindergarten.

Lepas tu teacher cakap uniform untuk Debab kena tempah baru, sebab tak ada size =.=".

Hai laaa debab, sape suruh kau gemok sangat!!

Rindu!

Sekian.

Farewell Shots

2012-01-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Tomorrow is gonna be my last day working here. That's why I've been having this kind of mixed feeling inside me all day long. I'm happy and at the same time, sad. I am excited, yet feel like staying. Crap. Have you ever experienced that? I bet you have. Being here, with the boss and especially with my colleague, Ida has been a huge unforgettable moment in my life. Yeah well I know it was just three months, but it taught me a lot, from self-discipline, accountability, responsibility, tolerate, communication skills, social life and whatnot. And the one matters the most is - friendship and family bond. I just love my work but I have to leave for the sake of my study. Will definitely miss you Ida, Puan June, Miss Nana, Yuyu, Lili, Anip, Aris, Kak Ros, Reen, Zu dan semua-semua lah.

Sekian.

You've burnt my love notes.

2012-01-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

It has been approximately two months. Can't deny his shadows linger everywhere around me. It is always there. It's everywhere. Tapi its ok. Saya akan terus kuatkan diri saya. Hari ini saya rasa rindu. Tapi saya simpan saja dalam hati. Apa saja perasaan saya terhadap dia, biar saya simpan saja dalam hati. Saya bukan lah mainan yang boleh di ambil dan di tinggalkan sesuka hati.

"Now I'm far far away
Even if you do anything
Just to see my face
I'm still far far away
Even if you fly,
Just to see my smiles,
Again."

Sweetheart,

You've burnt all my love notes,

All that I used to sing merrily with a lovely hope.

And now sweetheart,

I'm letting go the ashes,

Let it float away breathless.

-Rara-

Sekian.

Tuti Puti & Chicking

2012-01-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I was done with interview for masters intake. Lega walaupun lepas ni sah-sah memang sibuk. Dah la terkenal dengan sifat pemalas. Terkenal ke??

Ada 4 hari lagi sebelum resign kerja. I'm so happy. Because I'm going back to hometown, finally, after three months being here. Can't wait!! =)

Seronok jugak sebab teruja nak sambung belajar. I'm so happy that I really hope all sad part of this life will fade away. Pretty please =(

Semoga Allah permudahkan proses pembelajaran saya nanti. Mohon sangat2. Aminnnn.

Lepas interview semua setuju nak lepak TF, keluar TF masuk ChicKing pulak. Gila lah.

Happily married

2012-01-06T00:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum

How's life everybody? Saya kejap-kejap mata kanan bergerak, orang kata akan jumpa dengan seseorang yang kita dah lama tak jumpa. Tapi tiba-tiba mata kiri pulak bergerak-gerak, orang kata tu tandanya nak menangis. Haha dah tu tak tahu lah apa kesudahannya.

So kenapa happily married tu? Tajuk kalau tak gempak tak sah kan. Jadi I hereby declare that I'm now proudly happily seriously officially married with......

Sony Alpha NEX C3

Terima kasih to my mom =))))

Hewhewhew kecoh je kan. Tak ada lah, actually it took me quite a long time until it became my final decision. Lama sangat dah. Survey, baca review, watch movie sample, asking sifu, tauke2 kamera dan macam-macam lagi lah. So this is it!! My final choice. And sebenarnya my initial choice jugak. Jatuh cinta pandang pertama dengan NEX nih! Jadi entri ni dibuat bukan lah nak buat announcement beli kamera *OMG it sounds stupid heh?.. Tapi just wanna share few of my test shots untuk mereka-mereka yang banyak bagi opinion dan pertolongan sebelum ni, so that diorang boleh tengok performance kamera ni and then hopefully can give comment a bit.

Picture effect mode : retro

Focus : AF

18-55mm

Picture effect mode : Toy camera

Focus : MF

18-55mm

Focus : MF

18-55mm

Focus : AF

18-55mm

Picture effect mode : Retro

Focus : MF

18-55mm

Picture effect mode : Toy Camera

Focus : MF

18-55mm

Focus : MF

18-55mm

Thats it. =)

I'm taking this chance out to thank mereka-mereka yang banyak bagi opinion and helps. Kepada sifu-sifu (AO, Mr. Urane), Shafawati, rakan-rakan blogger, Encik Sham dari GadgetPro. Thanks a bunch ya and keep giving me advice and opinions! Please do =)

GadgetPro krew yang friendly and helpful, siap dapat tripod free lagi, thanks ya. Eh tetiba macam artis apa hal ni? Hahahahaha.

So I leave you guys Facebook page GadgetPro, sesiapa nak tengok-tengok cameras and accessories, sangatlah dialu-alukan, sebab harga memang affordable dan this store dah established since January 2011.

GadgetPro Seksyen 19 Shah Alam

Ok thats all for now. And please take note that I'm extrasuper beginner in this stuff. Yeah obviously la kan. Faham-faham lah kalau gambar macam entah hape hape.

Bai nak gi sambung wat research nih. Isnin depan interview for masters intake. Takot oh!

Sekian.

Al-Fatihah

2012-01-02T23:25:00.001+08:00

Al-Fatihah untuk arwah Pak Long saya yang kembali ke Rahmatullah petang tadi.

Dan saya berada jauh beribu batu, hanya mampu berdoa semoga arwah Pak Long ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

Al-Fatihah.

Lantak

2012-01-02T23:17:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni memang teramat menguji kesabaran. Banyak benda yang berlaku, banyak benda yang menghimpit perasaan saya, seperti ingin memaksa saya untuk jatuh ke bumi dan menangis. Tapi saya dapat rasa, saya semakin kuat. Saya berjaya menahan air mata, dan saya berjaya harungi semuanya seorang diri.

Kamu, saya dah banyak bersabar. Banyak sangat. Jangan sampai saya hamburkan semua kata-kata yang saya pendam. Saya pantang kalau orang yang tak reti nak hormat orang. Jangan sampai saya nekad. Saya ni bukan lah baik sangat, tapi saya cuba sedaya upaya untuk bertindak matang, jadi please show me some respect. Masalah awak, saya terheret sekali. Tapi masalah saya, awak tak pandang sebelah mata pun kan? Lain kali pergi cari robot untuk jadi pekerja awak. I'm leaving and I don't give a damn!

Tak pasal-pasal first entri untuk tahun ni jadi entri yang tak berapa best.

Kepala saya kusut, hal keluarga, hal research, hal kerja, masa depan.
Saya yakin akan hikmah Allah SWT. InsyaAllah.

Ok lah nak tengok Jozan kat YouTube. Itu je 'painkiller' yang cepat dan berkesan.

Thanks for reading, and I love you guys wholeheartedly.

Sekian.

Night Circle, Section 11 Shah Alam

2011-12-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Had a superb dinner last night with Syu. That was my second time having dinner at Night Circle restaurant. The former name is actually 'Day and Night Circle restaurant' but it is well known with the name 'Night Circle' I guess it's because the place got merrier at night time, so that might be why. Foods there made me crazy, I must say. Otak-otak, bubur nasi, chicken wings, western foods, tauhu bakar, yong tau foo and soooo many moooore that everyone really really really have to go and try. =)

Their chicken wings taste heaven!! Can't get enough nasib baik perut dah penuh kalau tak, pasti order lagi hewhewhewhew

Bubur nasi, combined with bilis goreng and kailan ikan masin. Terbaik. Dekat hometown saya, kami panggil bubur nasi ni as 'nasi air'.

After kenyang, pergi lepak kat Dataran tengok-tengok orang. And macam biasa lah, we had girl talk. I hope Syu's getting better now. Be strong, girl! =)

Lepas tu paksa-paksa Syu teman pergi McD beli Chocolate Sundae. Dahsyat kan. Tak reti kenyang ke apa. Dah la hujan, tetiba nak makan aiskrim. Sorry ya Syu, hihihihi.

Hopefully Syu is doing good now. Don't feel bad ok dear. You have us, your girlfriends who will always be there for you through thick and thin. I pray the best for you. You can come to me anytime ok? Love you!

Sekian.

Only Mee, SACC Mall Shah Alam

2011-12-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

This week has been a hectic week for me =( but somehow I've been feeling happy for no reason. Good for me. Been eating a lot and SPEND a lot. Betul lah orang cakap shopping is like a therapy. Cis. Habis duit I you alls.

Kami lunch together yesterday, met Syu who just got home few days ago, from her training kat Setiu. Lama tak jumpa, macam-macam cerita ada. Pasal kahwin, sambung belajar, kerja and all. Rindu sangat time kat kampus dulu, seriously sekarang semua dah susah nak share =( sebab jauh and banyak kerja. *Nanges*

Layan je lah makanan kami. Fell in love with Longan Ice. Sedap hingga ke titisan terakhir. Gitu description haruslah over.

Sweet&Sour Chicken

Wantan Mee

Lupa la nama ni.

Ni pun lupa. Tapi sedap.

Dim Sum - Chicken Siew Mai. Macam tu lah lebih kurang

This one beli kat nearby stall time kerja tadi. Italian Rainbow. Tak sedap. Hancur harapan.

Banyakkan lah melihat gambar-gambar makanan. Nescaya akan jadi gila makan macam saya. =.="

Sekian.

New Years Eve

2011-12-22T23:28:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Apa khabar fellow friends? Sihat? Dah makan? Dah mandi? Dah kemas rumah? Bagusla kalau dah. =P

Memandangkan yours truly ni rasa rajin nak menulis, meh la kita borak-borak sikit pasal latest movie yang saya tengok, New Years Eve. Yang poster dia ada muka pelakon ramai-ramai tu.

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The concept is pretty much like Valentine's Day movie, where it is about few different loving-couples with their own different stories, yet combined together in a movie. Cerita macam bagi semangat tentang New Year, precious value behind our new year resolutions and such. I had so much fun watching, and laugh a lot. Tapi kitorang membebel la jugak sebab partner Zac Efron dalam cerita ni agak tua =(. Macam hoi jangan lah ending nanti dia fall in love with each other, then finally, yeah, memang mak cik tu jugak lah pilihan dia. Tapi in short memang best untuk sesiapa yang nak have fun. Highly recommended, eh nak recommend kat orang, padahal cerita tu dah berapa hari dah. =.='

Em ok lah. Eh jap nak tumpang lalu jappppp.....

Tumpang lalu yer...

hewhewhew

Dah. Cepat gi tengok New Year's Eve!!

Sekian.

This Little Pumpkin Brightens Up My Day =)

2011-12-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

Can't get enough of her.

Korean Buffet Grill - Seoul Garden, One Utama

2011-12-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

All I sorta love about Seoul Garden is....everything!! Hihi. The restaurant offers you from Korean well-marinated chicken, beefs and seafood, varieties of fresh veges and salads, mee and noodles, few nice choices of beverages, types of your favorite sauces and dips, to the mouth-watering desserts. Not to mention the services, they're all friendly and welcoming. And thumbs up for the great discount they're giving to students. So now, I believe pictures speak more than thousand words. =P

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The restaurant was full with customers coming in, for it is a well-known restaurant which serves Korean cuisines. Everyone looked like totally enjoying the grill-moment to the last feed. And kindly take note, this restaurant is HALAL.

Sekian.

Understanding the whole meaning of recitations in Solat

2011-12-20T23:16:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sekadar nak berkongsi apa yang sedang saya pelajari. InsyaAllah amalan kita diterima olehNya. Saya memang tak pernah belajar bahasa Arab. Jadi untung lah sesiapa yang fasih berbahasa Arab, kerana penghayatan mereka pasti lebih sempurna.

Allahu Akbar

Allah Maha Besar

Doa Iftitah

Allah Maha Besar dan segala puji bagi Allah dengan banyaknya. Maha suci Allah sepanjang pagi dan petang. Aku hadapkan wajahku bagi Tuhan yang mencipta langit dan bumi, dengan suasana lurus dan berserah diri dan aku bukan dari golongan orang musyrik. Sesungguhnya solatku, Ibadatku, hidupku, matiku adalah untuk Allah Tuhan sekelian alam. Tidak ada sekutu bagiNya dan kepadaku diperintahkan untuk tidak menyekutukan bagiNya dan aku dari golongan orang Islam.

Al-Fatihah

Dengan nama Allah yang maha Pemurah lagi maha Mengasihani. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam. Yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani. Yang menguasai hari pembalasan. Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah dan hanya kepada Engkau kami mohon pertolongan. Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus. Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan jalan mereka yang Engkau murkai dan bukan jalan mereka yang sesat.

Bacaan Ketika Rukuk

Maha Suci TuhanKu Yang Maha Mulia dan dengan segala puji-pujiannya.

Bacaan ketika bangun dari rukuk

Allah mendengar pujian orang yang memujinya.

Bacaan ketika iktidal

Wahai Tuhan kami, bagi Engkaulah segala pujian.

Doa Qunut

Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau tunjuki. Sejahterakanlah aku sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau sejahterakan. Pimpinlah aku sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau pimpin. Berkatilah hendaknya untukku apa-pa yang telah Engkau berikan padaku. Jauhkanlah aku daripada segala kejahatan yang telah Engkau tetapkan. Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau sahajalah yang menetapkan, dan tidak sesiapapun yang berkuasa menetapkan sesuatu selain daripada Engkau. Sesungguhnya tidak terhina orang yang memperolehi pimpinanMu. Dan tidak mulia orang-orang yang Engkau musuhi. Telah memberi berkat Engkau, ya Tuhan kami dan maha tinggi Engkau. Hanya untuk Engkau sahajalah segala macam puji terhadap apa-apa yang telah Engkau tetapkan. Dan aku minta ampun dan bertaubat kepada Engkau. Dan Allah rahmatilah Muhammad, Nabi yang ummi dan sejahtera keatas keluarganya dan sahabat-sahabatnya.

Bacaan ketika sujud

Maha suci TuhanKu yang Maha Tinggi dan dengan segala puji-pujiannya.

Bacaan ketika duduk di antara dua sujud

Ya Allah, ampunilah daku, Rahmatilah daku, kayakan daku, angkatlah darjatku, rezekikan daku, berilah aku hidayah, sihatkanlah daku dan maafkanlah akan daku.

Bacaan ketika Tahiyat Awal

Bacaan ketika Tahiyat Akhir

Segala penghormatan yang berkat solat yang baik adalah untuk Allah. Sejahtera atas engkau wahai Nabi dan rahmat Allah serta keberkatannya. Sejahtera ke atas kami dan atas hamba-hamba Allah yang soleh. Aku naik saksi bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah dan aku naik saksi bahawasanya Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah. Ya Tuhan kami, selawatkanlah ke atas Nabi Muhammad dan ke atas keluarganya. Sebagaimana Engkau selawatkan ke atas Ibrahim dan atas keluarga Ibrahim. Berkatilah ke atas Muhammad dan atas keluarganya sebagaimana Engkau berkati ke atas Ibrahim dan atas keluarga Ibrahim di dalam alam ini. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Terpuji lagi Maha Agung.

Bila memahami maksud dia, memang lain dan banyak bezanya, berbanding sebelum saya memahami. InsyaAllah.

Sekian.

Malas mandi sila kawan dengan kambing

2011-12-16T00:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Penat hari ni balik kerja lambat. Esok cuti. Kesian pulak kat Ida, dia macam nak demam tadi. Dah la kena replace tempat saya esok. Sorry ya Ida. Next week I'll cover your work. Hihi. Bila fikir esok nak jumpa ramai-ramai dengan kawan-kawan, terus hilang penat. Walaupun ramai yang dekat sini, tapi masing-masing busy dengan hal masing-masing. Research, kerja, training and all. Saya pun selalu balik malam, so jarang sangat boleh meet up. Semakin dewasa, semakin hilang segala keseronokan =(

Saya rasa saya mungkin dah bertambah kuat sedikit sekarang. Saya rasa bersemangat untuk fokus pada cita-cita saya dan tanggungjawab saya pada family. That's all matter the most to me for this time being. Big brother is bringing my things all the way from kelantan sebab saya belum dapat balik sana lagi. So nanti semak lah bilik ni dengan printer dan segala benda yang saya suruh dia bawak. Sorry I don't really have any interesting point to share, but I just feel like writing tonight. Walaupun baru balik kerja ~~dan belum mandi lagi~~. =.=' anak pompuan sape ni.

Saya dah tutup akaun facebook saya. Biarlah semua berlalu dan saya dah tak nak ingat lagi. =)

credited to the stated owner

Sekian.

This pain is just too real

2011-12-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired of being here,

suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave,

I wish that you would just leave

Your presence still lingers here

and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal,

this pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

-My Immortal By Evanescence-

Pink gilerrrrr

2011-12-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Changed my header. Yay or nay? I think it looks pretty girly with those pink letters and all. So not me. It might be confusing because most of my photos, I'm with glasses. But this time I make use of a picture of me hanging out in iCity with Ummu and Ziela, approximately a year ago, where I wore contact-lenses instead of glasses I'm wearing now. I feel much better with this glasses, because it's so light I'm saying no to lenses anymore. I was kinda being skeptical during uploading the header, for I don't think it's nice to my point of view. But it's ok then, it's not bad either. Eh ye ke not bad? Perasannnnnnnnnnn.

Recently all people think about iCity is like a nightmare. Why? Because of the traffic. Kalau tengok orang review kat internet, they prefer not to go. Because it is too crowded in there. It may not bring you good moment as well. Because you may get exhausted because of horrified traffic. Saya pun dah serik. But then hari tu 'ter'pergi juga dengan Ria for we had nowhere to go during my birthday. Haha finally pergi juga ke iCity untuk kesekian kalinya.

Sape pernah pergi iCity di siang hari. Cantik tak?

Nak cakap pasal header, boleh sampai ke iCity pastu siap upload gambar iCity. Dah mereng. =P

Sekian.

Falling in love

2011-12-14T20:17:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Eh bukan, bukan lagu falling in love Siti Nurhaliza tu ~~yang selalu keluar radio sampai boring tu~~. Falling in love dengan lelaki pun bukan jugak. Hiks. Cuma jatuh cinta dengan ni -

All these images were googled by me.

Large blazers with folded cuff. So in love!! Looks polite and stunning! =)))))

Sekian.

Don't hold your head so low that you can't see the sky.

2011-12-14T14:23:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hadoi mentang-mentang cuti kan, apa lagi, boleh la update blog di siang hari. Bukan update blog dah ni, ini update diary nama nya. Bahahaha. Actually, this leave saya dapat secara tiba-tiba. Sebab kawan saya kat tempat kerja tu yang cuti hari ni. Then dia nak tukar dengan cuti saya next week, she has a plan for next week, so she nak cuti. Since saya pun tak ada nak buat apa-apa next week, saya exchange saja la with her.

Hari ni tak tahu nak buat apa. Been raining since morning. Handsome daddy suka call pagi-pagi, saja je tak nak bagi saya tidur. Ish rindu my dad so much. Eleh kalau duk dekat-dekat asyik gaduh je dengan dia. Tiap-tiap hari gaduh, merajuk, nangis. Tapi mana ada dia pujuk, dia gelakkan saya ada lah. May Allah bless him.

Duk guling-guling je dari tadi. Lambatnya housemate balik from classes. Sunyi dah rumah ni. Dah sunyi tu, mula la buat concert kan. Dengan Si Gitar Ramping yang dah lama saya tak goreng ~~sampai hangus tu~~.

Hehe ok la we got to go downstairs nak makan. Nanti kita sambung nyanyi ok?

Sekian.

Berlari-lari Ku Mencarimu

2011-12-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Boss was uber nice today. Bagi saya balik awal and she offered to cover my works. Saya pun blah la, apa lagi kan. Saya rasa macam dah ok sikit hari ni. Mungkin kerja agak banyak hari ni, membuatkan saya sibuk dan tak fikir pasal dia lagi. Tapi susah kan. Setiap benda yang saya tengok kat sini, semua mengingatkan saya pada dia. Rasa macam baru semalam kami jumpa. Hari pertama kami jumpa, masih segar dalam ingatan saya. Dan rasa berdebar tu masih lagi saya rasa dalam hati ni, hingga ke hari ini. Tapi siapa sangka, semua berakhir jugak. Kalau boleh saya tak nak burukkan siapa-siapa dalam hal ni. Saya banyak puji dia selama ni kat sini, so takkan lah bila dia dah tinggalkan saya, saya nak benci-benci dia pulak kan. Kena la redha dan think positive. Saya yakin semua ni ada hikmahnya. Dia pun sudah teruskan hidup tanpa saya, jadi saya juga harus bangun dan hentikan kesakitan ini. Saya harus kuat. Harus berusaha dengan keringat yang ada, untuk lupakan semua kenangan-kenangan bersama dia.

Saya kena jadi kuat. Saya kena happy, walaupun susah, saya kena bina hidup baru. Saya yakin saya boleh lakukannya. Anda pula bagaimana. ~~Macam iklan insurans dah ni.~~

Kononnya macam perempuan misteri la ni. Lempang nak?

Tak sabar nak hang out with my girls. Cepatlah friday!!!!!!!!!

Rajin-rajin la singgah sini ok? Rasa seronok berkongsi cerita walaupun saya tak tahu siapa yang baca. Ok lah got to go, need to iron my baju untuk kerja esok.

Good Night, lightning bugs!

Sekian.

Perit nya perasaan ni.

2011-12-11T02:17:00.001+08:00

Kenapa permainkan cinta saya. Kenapa?

Saya harus kuat. Demi cita-cita dan diri sendiri.

Walked into an interior deco stores.

2011-12-08T22:51:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

I'm on leave today. Just having pleasure and doing nothing. 'Do nothing' which means a bit of laundry, movies and meals. Thats it for today. Cleaned my crib a bit, and suddenly I was thinking of decorating it with some cool stuffs. Recently I have this brand new habit which is lingering in deco stores. Really enjoy window-shopping cute pretty stuffs like jars, photoframes, vases, table lamps and the list goes on. They're adorable and banyak yang murah-murah. Some of them come with English style and I'm so in love with them. Since I've applied for my masters and will be going through the research soon, I think it's time to rearrange my things in the room. I should turn my crib into a nice place which supposed to give me happy mood (or to be exact, 'hardworking mood'), that'll cause me to have good performances in my research-conducting soon. Haha good performance konon haktuih. Ek eleh kalau bilik cantik tapi malas buat kerja tak ada makna jugak kan?? kihihihi.

Just had simple dinner with two of my housemates, Dina and Fatiha at Ayam Penyet Padang Jawa. Happy enough for today, at least I have partners to talk and dine together. Plus, the extra-jus dekat kedai tu memang sedap, my must-have is Grape Juice. Sangat sedap rasa pretty much like Vitagen in Grape Flavour. Then Dina and Fatiha told me they're about to finish their study and leave the house in 2 weeks time. They're good housemates and it was fancy to live with them. Gonna miss them and this house will definitely be empty and gloomy without the girls. Mesti sunyi kan. They're selling their things and I'm buying some of them which I think useful for me. So sekarang tengah mabuk daydreaming how do I decorate my room nanti. So lets look for some inspiration!

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It would be nice to put the table right beside my bed. And the table-lamp must be on the right side, nearer to bed.

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Most of the time I would be in the bed, instead of at the desk "=.=

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If I am extra-hardworking, I could DIY wall deco. I love words deco. It's simple and inspiring.

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Only words.

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Cross-word concept is creative!

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Simple frames

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Photo frames. With simple art in it. No portraits of me or such =P
These should also be easily DIYed, depends on my determination.

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I will definitely buy my desk in white!!

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Since there's no window in my room, I can draw it, and there goes my so-called window.

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Lastly, my simple wardrobe.

Ok hoiiiiii Rara now please get back to reality!! Macam rajin sangat nak deco-deco nih. Bagi la semangat sikit kat saya eh. Please...ok?

Off to bed now. Will doze off in few minutes, mengantuk gila ni. Sweet dreams, sugars!

Sekian.

Berlari-lari

2011-12-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Segala puji bagi Allah S.W.T..Sekarang memang hectic kat workplace. Boss instructed us to open a booth on the ground floor for 10 days. Therefore, agak penat terkejar-kejar berlari-lari dengan Ida. Plus, everyday, its raining heavily. Urgh memang penat, tapi this is ok. I kinda enjoy what I am doing, even though nobody supports me, but I always put in mind bahawa saya masih ada kawan-kawan yang sentiasa bagi semangat dan nasihat. Rindu kat mereka, InsyaAllah we meet up very very soon. Sementara ni, sibuk tu bagus untuk saya, to escape myself from thinking of something which has been killing me inside, these couple of days. So I'm going to bed now.

Lapar. Tak nak makan selain dari Nasi Goreng umi saya. Boleh tak mengada macam tu? Tihihihi.

Sekian.

My broken heart is now seriously fragile, because of you.

2011-12-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

This relationship is getting way complicated now. I have no idea whether it is about to come to the end. Saya hanya mampu berdoa. I have no other choice but to let him go if he doesn't love me anymore. Saya tak nak paksa. Saya tak suka paksa orang untuk suka saya, untuk sayang saya. Dia hadir dalam hidup saya juga bukan saya yang paksa. Tapi sekarang semua sudah berubah. Dia sudah tiada perasaan yang sama terhadap saya. Itu hak dia. Saya tiada daya untuk menghalang. Mungkin dia juga ingin mencari yang terbaik sebagai teman hidup dia. Dia juga cukup baik dengan saya selama ni, jadi kalau saya sudah tiada tempat di hati dia lagi, semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. Semoga Allah lindungi saya dari kekecewaan, dari kesedihan. Apa yang bakal terjadi, saya redha. Dia juga mungkin sudah penat dengan saya yang tidak sempurna ni, yang serba kekurangan, yang serba lemah. If leaving me makes him feel much better, much happier, then just leave me. This evening, you've broken my heart into pieces and it'll never be the same again, no matter how hard you try to fix it. I've given my very best, but still I'm not the one for you, I'm not special enough to have your attention, or even your nice words, recently. Lepas solat Asar tadi, air mata saya tak berhenti mengalir. Dah lama saya tak menangis macam tadi. He texted me with words I couldn't believe. Words I didn't think he had the guts to say. But he had. I felt like a dream, that he could say that to me. How could him. Sudah lama saya pegang kekuatan dan saya tahan kesedihan dalam hati. Hati saya sedih dan saya hanya mampu meluah pada Dia Tuhan saya. Kalau jodoh masih ada, saya mohon pada Allah semoga segalanya pulih kembali dan dipercepatkan jodoh. Tapi sekiranya saya bukan jodoh dia, mohon Allah pelihara kami dari sebarang kesusahan, kesedihan dan kekesalan. All in all, dia lelaki yang baik dan sempurna. Hanya saya yang tak mampu. Tak mampu menjadi yang teristimewa di hati dia. Semoga Allah mendengar dan saya doa yang terbaik untuk dia.

Sekian. Selamat malam semua.

Being strong is the only choice I have

2011-11-30T00:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Terlalu hebat dugaan setiap hari.

Sampai rasa macam dah penat untuk jadi kuat.

Sedih tak dapat jumpa my parents bila mereka datang.

I was on the phone with mom.

Saya tahan perasaan ni. Rasa macam sejuta duri nak tersembul keluar dari badan saya.

Tapi saya tahan.

Right after I ended the call, I burst into tears.

Sunyi,sedih,penat,lemah.

Bertahan lah wahai hati.

Sikit je lagi. Sikit je. Demi mereka yang saya sayang.

InsyaAllah.

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Nak sangat jumpa kawan-kawan.
So that ada insan yang mendengar saya berkata-kata.
Ada insan yang buat saya rasa happy dalam hati.
Cukup hanya dengan berjumpa diorang.
Cukup untuk memadamkan rasa sedih dan sunyi saya.
Saya mesti happy kalau dapat jumpa.
Selama ni saya pergi kerja, balik kerja.
Setiap hari macam tu je.
Nak jumpa you girls.
Miss you terribly =(

*saya kena cuba hilangkan rasa rindu pada parents saya. Tak mahu sedih-sedih dah la. Dah besar dah *

Ok everyone, have a happy Rabu, thanks for dropping by. Much love from yours truly.

Sekian.

Brownies Ice-Cream

2011-11-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hello, I'm sheep-counting tonight. Belum rasa ngantuk. Berkesan ke kira kambing? Kalau kambing tu muka buruk macam mana? Kalau kambing tu baling muka saya dengan selipar jepun? Oh bercakap mengenai selipar jepun. That's the main point here, in short. Haih apa nak jadi lah. Semalam kena simbah air kat tepi jalan. Hari ni selipar putus tengah jalan. I go to work wearing flip-flop, it's comfy - that's why. So I just left my flat shoes in workplace, as I normally did. Tapi hari ni boleh terputus pulak. Jalan terhincut-hincut, nasib baik tak jauh sangat dah dari rumah time tu. Urgh my life is getting miserable have no clue why. Perhaps there's gonna be 'rainbow after the rain'. InsyaAllah.

Poor dark brown polka flops. Goodbye.

Hooked to this recently. Nearest Giant please stop selling this! I could be gaining weight like hell.

Selamat tidur. Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar.

Sekian.

Foods for thought

2011-11-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

"Sukar untuk menemui insan yang sangat maklum dengan kekurangan kita, tapi masih menganggap kita insan yang istimewa di hatinya"

Emosi

2011-11-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Eh eh tak habis-habis dengan emosi kan. Well to be honest I have nothing great to share, I just live my life, doing same things every day and yeap, thats it. Emosi nya pasal time balik kerja tadi, ada satu kereta ni lalu kat tepi time saya tengah jalan nak sampai rumah, ada air hujan bertakung kat situ then his car was passing like laju gila, "splash!!" dapat free-free kat saya. Macam mandi dua baldi jugak lah. Saya terkedu seketika sebelum *&@&^#%#^$%@*. Harap-harap kita tak jadi macam tu la ya. Owning a flashy car, driving like a boss, it shouldn't make you turn into an ignorant. What you give you get back. I would have yelled at him if I didn't think twice. But you know, we're not supposed to give a shit about an asshole like him. Whoopss sounds like I do. lol. Nevermind, let karma finish him.

So I pen off my emotional words with om nom nom nom.

Sekian.

Night!

2011-11-25T00:47:00.001+08:00

Bila seseorang meluahkan masalah kepada anda, dia bukan lah merungut. Tapi dia meletakkan anda sebagai satu-satunya insan yang dia percayai.

My laughter and joy

2011-11-22T01:33:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Nak kongsi dengan kawan-kawan semua, bila-bila time saya sedih, saya marah, saya sunyi, saya down, kecewa, saya akan cari dia. Kalau air mata tengah mengalir pun, sekelip mata saja dia akan buat saya ketawa. Buat saya gembira. Dan semua kekusutan hilang dengan sendiri, as if nothing happened. Sekarang kalau saya sedih, dan saya rasa saya dah tak sanggup dah nak tanggung, terus cepat-cepat cari dia. Biar saya lupa kesedihan saya, sebab saya tahu saya tak patut jadi bodoh dengan bersedih dan menanggung kesakitan. Saya memang suka sangat, dan tanpa dia hari-hari saya rasa kosong.

Dia adalah...........................

Suspen la konon.............

hahaha...

bukan boyfriend ok......

tada!

credit

Ni lah dia!!!

Tolong jangan berhenti buat lawak ye kamu dua orang!

Sebab tak ada pengganti lain dah.

Now saya share yang latest piece which made me feel alive when life turns me down.

Tak payah tengok panjang-panjang. Sebab saya tengok part johan je. Thehehehe. 100 kali tengok pun takpe lah!

*I'm dying of laughter*

Sekian.

Toast smells gewd!!!!

2011-11-22T01:10:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hihi lama dah tak jenguk sini. Thanks to those yang keep visiting, I cherish your willingness. Lately been raining everyday, slightly turns my mood to be gloomy. Entahlah. Kusut kepala saya ni. Rindu family, rindu mom. They're coming over next week, tapi too bad that I have to work. Macam mana saya nak explain kat mom nanti. Happy nya kalau boleh spend time dengan mom. I miss her so bad. Whenever I think of her, I feel like a small cube of butter melting on a hot-from-oven toast, and it's gone in a blink! Approximately so. I wish I could fly to her shoulders now, but I really have to be in reality and accept the ugly truth - I am alone.

Macam mana ya? Dah la saya sendiri pun tak pasti bila saya boleh balik jumpa family. Then when it's a chance for them to visit me, it is the same freaking time that I have to work. And tak boleh cuti. Kalau saya pengsan sekarang ok tak? Tolong pengsankan saya sekarang!

Dua tiga menjak ni suka bawa bekal toast dari rumah. Tak tau kena sampuk apa, jadi suka sangat makan breakfast with toast sekarang. So not me, because I'm not much into a bread lover or such.

Saya kadang-kadang macam dah lost la. Tak tahu mana haluan yang kena pilih. Dan saya sangat takut bila fikirkan future.

Mungkin perasaan saya je kot.

Ok lah. Selamat Malam. Before tidur jangan lupa basuh kaki =D

Sekian.

Selamat Malam duhai hati

2011-11-21T01:04:00.001+08:00

Hati wanita hakikatnya tersangat rapuh.

Begitu senang terluka hanya dengan sebaris kata-kata.

Rapuh bagai sehelai daun kering yang nipis dan usang,

Sekali terkoyak, sukar untuk kamu cantum kembali.

Hati wanita itu hakikatnya lemah.

Begitu mudah untuk terusik, hanya dengan melihat dan mendengar.

Lemah bagai butir-butir pasir, ringan dan halus.

Sekali terbang berselerak, tak siapa bisa menangkap kembali.

Hati wanita itu hakikatnya tersangat lembut.

Begitu cepat menyayangi dan memberi, hanya kerana insan yang disayangi.

Lembut bagai sutera halus beralun,

Sekali terlepas, ia terbang pergi bersama sang angin, mungkin tak akan bertemu lagi.

Rapuhnya hati wanita itu, lemahnya hati itu, dan lembutnya hati itu, hati yang sebenarnya menanggung seribu kekuatan yang kamu sendiri tidak akan mampu menanggungnya. Hati itu seperti kaca yang tegap dan bersinar, sekali terhempas, hancur berkecai, tidak kan ada sekeping pun akan mampu kau cantum kembali.

Hati ini, hati ini hancur.

Hati ini koyak.

Hati ini memendam kesakitan.

Sehingga titisan jernih itu jatuh juga membuktikan ketewasan yang payah untuk ditanggung.

Esok, masih perlu bangun dan berdiri kembali.

Dengan segala tenaga dan azam di poket hati.

-rara-

What to do?

2011-11-14T02:25:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sekarang mengantuk. Tapi tak tidur lagi sebab tengah fikir nak buat apa cuti esok. Normally I would have job interviews whenever I'm on leave. Tapi esok I have nothing to do, nowhere to go. Nak gi jogging, tapi tracksuit kat kampung. Tak kan nak pakai jeans kot. Memang nak buat something to make my cuti worth it. Tak kan nak duk goyang kaki je kan. Ada idea best tak?

Sweet dreams, readers. Seriously, thanks for reading my stupid diary. Appreciate it. Sorry for my horrible languages and contents. I'm not such a serious blogger, but I'm only a person who writes everything, and most of them are stupid, little crappy things. =)

Selamat malam untuk cinta hati yang jauh di mata.

Sekian.

Esok cuti

2011-11-13T23:21:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Haih sorry lah saya ni banyak sangat bad hair day these couple of days kan. Tension je sesiapa yang baca. Tapi kat mana lagi nak luah kalau bukan kat sini. Dah kebiasaan. Tapi bila dah datang angin malas, seminggu senyap tak update. Heheh.

Tadi terbasuh tangan dengan air panas. Selalu before makan, malas nak gi toilet nak basuh tangan. So mesti kitorang basuh tangan guna water heater/cooler je. Time nak basuh tu, saya tak pasti apa yang saya fikir sampai saya tekan button air panas. Wuuuuuuuuuu melecur tangan. Seriously, all I felt was stupid! Malu nak cerita kat orang (tapi cerita jugak) sebab macam orang bodoh dah tak reti identify button panas & sejuk. Hadoi. What's wrong with me. Orang lain tersentuh air panas pun dah pedih, saya pulak pergi siram tangan sendiri dengan air panas. Looked like I was out of my mind tapi kenapa? Apa yang saya fikir sebenarnya. Banyak sangat dalam kepala ni.

Then, I've decided to take a day off. It's tomorrow. Guess I'm supposed to have a short break and do nothing. Lepas tu balik dengan rasa lega sikit. Di dalam 'kelegaan' tersebut, boleh pulak stuck dalam elevator. Dah sampai ground floor, saya tengok kat skrin dah 'G', then bunyi ting tong, the way it always did. Tapi pintu tak terbuka and I was alone in there! My heart was beating so fast and felt like I dry-swallowed a bunch of tiny thorns. Tiba-tiba dalam kotak fikiran ter'replay' balik segala bad news pasal elevator. All news about Empire Subang and such things. Tapi dalam hati cakap it's gonna be fine. Saya tekan button 'open' banyak kali but it was not functioning at all. Saya duduk diam dalam tu. Saya tahu everything is fine. Cuma pintu tu yang tak terbuka. But why? Saya tergerak hati nak tekan emergency button, tapi saya rasa macam it's ok, mungkin it's not that critical. Saya tunggu kat dalam tu. Saya cuba tekan banyak-banyak kali button 'open' tu. After 5 minit kot kat dalam tu, and the door opened, and it was at the ground floor. Fuh. Gila lah. Saya telan air liur, pandang kiri kanan, jalan terus dan terus balik ke rumah.

Hihi. Esok my little brother is taking SPM. Good Luck to you Mohd Fazli Mohd Shukri. Buat yang terbaik dan jangan lupa cium tangan umi abah. Jenuh saya cari topup hari ni nak call dia. Kenapa kedai dekat rumah ni tutup pulak. tsk. At last dapat cakap jugak sekejap. Tomorrow should call him back. Good Luck untuk semua yang taking SPM this year! Dan untuk Anis yang sitting for PTD exam tomorrow. Do your best, girl!

Saya rasa tension selagi video kami kawan-kawan tidak di upload, sebab tu memang tugas saya. Kenapa sampai sekarang saya upload asyik tak dapat je? Bengang rasa nak sepak diri sendiri je.

Now need to get back to my laundry work. TTFN.

Now let the noise begin!!!

*laundry konon*

Sekian.

I have died everyday, waiting for you.

2011-11-13T01:13:00.001+08:00

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Geram

2011-11-13T00:31:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Miss R : Kenapa awak ni? Akak tengok awak macam sedih je. Ada problem ke? Cuba happy sikit.

Me : Ye ke? Sedih macam mana tu?

Miss R : Akak nampak awak selalu termenung macam ada masalah. Sambil jalan gi toilet pun awak boleh termenung. Tu jerawat kat pipi tu, mesti tengah tension ni kan?

Me : *speechless*

Hehehehe...I don't really put myself to be someone who's in problem now. But it's weird when others can tell I am not doing good. But then, I guess I'm fine. Nothing is wrong with me. Tapi recently I think I'm not in a good health. Selalu jugak kena gastrik, padahal sebelum ni tak pernah kena pun. Dengan ulser kat mulut lagi, memang 'seronok' lah. Allah menguji kerana saya mampu untuk untuk menanggung InsyaAllah. Tapi kadang-kadang merungut jugah. Ceh!

Tadi kan, tak suka la my housemate punya boyfriend ni datang ketuk-ketuk pintu. My speculation is my housemate must be sulking and the boyfie is here to convince her. Bila saya ketuk pintu bilik my housemate, she's still sulking and refuse to see his boy. Then I told the boy 'she's sleeping'. Then boleh dia jawab dengan annoying face "tidur? kejut ah dia!". Adoi saudara. Tak faham bahasa ke. Dah dia tak nak cakap dengan awak, tunggu esok je lah. Sape suruh sakitkan hati dia. Lepas tu bila nak pujuk, marah-marah saya pulak nak kena kejut girlfriend dia bagai. Dah la tak de respect. Tak de manner datang rumah orang perempuan malam-malam ganggu kita. Saya dah bagitahu yang awek awak dah tidur tu pun dah kira bagus tahu! Kalau ye pun sayang sangat dengan awek awak tu, kalau ye pun nak saya tolong pujuk awek awak, cakap la elok-elok. Tak sekolah ke. Tak de budi bahasa? Ish geram.

Ok lah. Tension makan limau terkena kat ulser. Phewwwittt memang sakit.

Sekian.

Breaking Dawn

2011-11-11T23:16:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hi there. Sihat? In my case I am not feeling well today. Got PMS and it was pretty serious since last night. Have taken painkillers yet it didn't work. Pergi kerja dalam keadaan terhuyung-hayang. Sebab the whole night tak boleh tidur sampai pagi. Makan pun tak selera sebab sakit. Bila dah petang sikit baru turun beli nasi. Dalam hati cakap jangan lah my mom call time-time macam ni. She's definitely gonna cry kalau tahu saya sakit. And Dad. He's definitely gonna urge me to go home and be by his side. Memang tak boleh kantoi lah.

Tomorrow I'm attending an interview somewhere. I don't remember how many interviews have I attended, already. Kadang-kadang feel like giving up. At times, I sigh out loud. Baru berapa interview dah nak give up. Mana boleh. *tariktelingasendiri*

Harap-harap I'm getting better by tomorrow morning. Feel quite good for now. Pray hard for the pain to not to stay any longer. InsyaAllah.

And guess what. An exciting news is here! Twilight Breaking Dawn is gonna be on theater soon! Jom tengok Breaking Dawn. Siapa nak join? Hehehehe. Edward and Bella kahwin. Can't wait for it. Here's my favourite sound track. Dah jadi ringtone pun =)

I've posted this song here before, but this is the official video. Check it out!

Sekian.

Korban

2011-11-11T22:32:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hope it's not to late to ask how's your Raya Korban. Mine was so-so. What can I expect having raya on my own. Plus, I was working on the day. In the early morning, Syu sent me to my workplace and handed me some dishes. Semua nya sedap-sedap thanks to her mom. She is a good cook, I can tell because I went to their place during 2009 punya raya. Memang sedap. Makan kat workplace sampai kekenyangan and then it reminded me about my mom. How I miss her cooking ='(

Dad called me pretty early in the morning. I heard the lively surrounding when we were on the phone. Yup, jealous enough, I must say. They must be dining plenty of dishes made out of beef. Syok nya sup tulang. Tak dapat nak merasa, but nevermind la InsyaAllah kalau dipanjangkan umur, next years boleh lagi merasa.

Ketupat

Kuah Lodeh

Kari Ayam

Kuah Kacang

Ayam Masak Kicap

Alhamdulillah. Kenyang and untuk dinner pun makan ni jugak. Sebab banyak. Hantar kat Zu floor bawah, bagi dia rasa sikit dengan geng-geng dia. So thats it. There goes my raya haji. All in all, I felt so blessed and contented. Syu texted me after a while, saying "you're so strong, i'm proud of you. Terus rasa nak nangis. Thank you so much Syu! You made my raya!

Kalau boleh hari raya ni nak happy-happy je, tapi rasa sedih tu tetap ada. T___T

Sekian.

Adik-Adik Kakak

2011-11-11T21:01:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Adik-adik kakak.
Kakak tahu dan mengerti, kakak bukan lah seorang kakak yang baik.
Kakak tahu, kakak hanya banyak melihat daripada membantu.
Kakak tahu kadang-kadang kakak memang tak guna.

Tapi satu benda yang pasti.
Saat kakak jauh di perantauan mencari ilmu, adik-adik lah yang kakak semat dalam hati.
Saat kakak bermandi hujan dan panas di sini, adik-adik lah kekuatan untuk kakak terus melangkah.
Saat air mata tanda putus asa menitis ke bumi, kakak sapu dengan sebuah senyuman, kerana kakak harus kuat demi adik-adik.

Belajar lah bersungguh-sungguh dan jangan sesekali lupa Allah. Jaga diri dan jangan leka. Berusaha lah demi kejayaan. Adik-adik kakak semua nya baik-baik.

Sedikit waktu lagi, kakak akan tunaikan janji kakak. Beri kakak sedikit waktu lagi. Kakak buat apa saja kerana kakak kasih kan kamu semua. Kasih yang teramat sangat. Hanya Allah yang tahu.

Sekian.

In Your Arms

2011-11-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Just enjoyed an awesome video and thought of sharing it here. A new music video from KG, made out of jellybeans! Cool.

Ini entri Aidil Adha

2011-11-05T00:46:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Sihat ke? Semua dah balik raya ke? Tiba-tiba this year everyone seems to be way excited than before. It's pretty annoying since I'm not celebrating AidilAdha in hometown this year! So sad. Patut la rasa annoyed semacam je bila orang lain excited. Anyway this is my first time celebrating raya without my family. I'm quite curious how it's gonna turn out. But fortunately I'm working on the day. Perhaps the emptiness wouldn't be so serious. PERHAPS.

Life is being so typical recently, nothing interesting to highlight. Planning to hang out with the girls but still don't decide on what day it is. I miss them so much. Erm ok I've done lots of typos here and backspaced a lot. Guess I'm a little sleepy now. Till then,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to everyone!!

Have a blast and fruitful one!

om nom nom it's finger lickin yummy!

Dengan separuh mata terbuka zZzzzzzzz,

Sekian.

Big Day

2011-10-31T01:06:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

So here're the full version. I mean, some of it la. How can I make it to attach 500++ kan. So these are among the nicest la. By the way all shots were all done by AzimIdris Photography. I put my watermark just because of copyright-thingy purposes.

Thanks to Azim and his partner.

Sekian.

Kekenyangan.

2011-10-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Exhausted. Being in a big crowd since morning. Sampai dah hilang bau perfume. Tak pe lah bukan selalu konvo kan. Dad sudah balik hometown and dah sampai pun. Kesian Tok Ayah sebab kena naik tangga and tunggu lama-lama tadi. They made my day today =). Walaupun sebelum ni dah pernah konvo, and dah tak berapa excited, tapi Alhamdulillah today went well. Thanks to mom who made special flowers for me. Feel so blessed. Esok kerja macam biasa, hopefully once I get my pay I could make it to treat my friends a bit. Harap sangat.

Tadi lepas dah settle dengan konvo, we gathered and hang up at Pizza Hut. Maklum la tu je yang terdekat dengan UiTM. Thanks to Fahmi who paid for the meal. Kata CEO kan, memang kau CEO yang pemurah. Huahuahua. All in all, had so much fun today. Plus kekenyangan.

Rasa-rasa ada can tak untuk saya konvo lagi sekali dalam hidup saya? InsyaAllah.

My greatest Hero.

Sekian.

Sneak Peek

2011-10-30T21:05:00.001+08:00

A lot more coming.

Congratulations to friends and pals. You did it. I did it. We did it!!!!!!!!!!!

Love just doesn't make sense.

2011-10-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Hi there. Just back home an hour ago. Phew. Esok kerja pagi lagi. Penatnya. Dad has arrived and he is in Putrajaya now at my cousin's place. He is coming over tomorrow to spend time with me before my convo day. Just can't wait. How I miss him and how I wish he could be by my side all the time. Ingat lagi the day I was leaving home to come here. He kissed me quite several times. Suka buat saya sedih. Huhu. Too bad mom is not coming. I could use her hugs and kisses here, right now. I know mom feels bad for not coming. Tapi dah no choice. I have to understand. During on the phone I said it's ok don't worry I'm fine if she's not coming. Tapi dalam hati saya sedih. Sobs. =(

Tapi esok petang baru saya habis kerja. Means I won't have plenty time to be with dad. Terpaksa call him tadi informing I am working tomorrow. But then its ok just let him jalan-jalan dulu la with my cousin. Kat workplace pun tak banyak sangat kerja. Sempat baca novel lagi. Reading romance novel made me think, whether there is such a good and perfect husband in this earth, as being described in most novels. I think I'm losing faith in this thing called love. I don't know, it could be my past stories which taught me and urged me to stand still and never be blind again. Never trust anybody. Shouldn't easily melt with words and pickup-lines. I think I will never find a guy who loves me for who I am, no matter what it takes. Seriously I'm losing faith and I just don't care if by any chance, I have to be alone. What is a love for. What is a relationship for. If partner doesn't understand us, doesn't bother to care about us, and never think of what is important to us. I think I have the possibility to not get married. Plus I am a daughter who should work so hard to support my family. Therefore, I would rather be on my own, if future husband doesn't understand my position in family. That's it. But InsyaAllah I'm praying to have a very understanding soul-mate one day. Allah plans the best to me, I know. Hopefully AF and I have no problem to understand each other deeper.

Wait. Did I just write that? Dork. Such thing pun nak tulis kan. Apa-apa lah. Ok la mahu sambung makan jajan. Tahu jajan tak? Adik saya panggil cakedis. lol. Suddenly macam lapar. Hoi teruk betul.

Till then,

Sekian.

.Sejuta Nota Dari RaRa.

Bo

I need a doctor

Dua orang manusia yang saya harap saya tak akan terserempak

Someone who gives you a worthy living

The Postmarks

Wallflower

TF lagi

He belongs to the nation.

Coffee aroma

Because not all bloods are visible by the eye.

Endless Hunting

Priscilla Ahn

Qada' dan Qadar

Ek Main Aur Ekk Tu

Beautiful Lyric

Hantu Lapar

Mainan perasaan

Words of wisdom

Weekly Photo Challenge

Pelik tapi menuju padu ke hati.

Lomba Puisi

Universiti Malaya

Kedai Kopi

Share

End of the world

Hari ini Hari Ahad

6 perkara untuk direnung sebelum anda bertindak curang.

A flower for you!

Wishlist

I didn't mean to write this. Oh ya?

Enough Said

Pavi & Bintang Walk

Yang Kau Tinggalkan Hanyalah Luka

The dance step

Roti Pisang

Ah Beng The Movie : Three Wishes

New Blog Header by ASKOE

=(

Saya janji saya janji wuuu wuuu

Lipas Goreng Berlada

Mr. Medicine

Groceries

A card from Anonymous

Hometown with Si Debab

Jodoh ketentuan Allah SWT

Parenting.

Tanah ini.

Hometown

Kindergarten

Farewell Shots

You've burnt my love notes.

Tuti Puti & Chicking

Happily married

Al-Fatihah

Lantak

Night Circle, Section 11 Shah Alam

Only Mee, SACC Mall Shah Alam

New Years Eve

This Little Pumpkin Brightens Up My Day =)

Korean Buffet Grill - Seoul Garden, One Utama

Understanding the whole meaning of recitations in Solat

Malas mandi sila kawan dengan kambing

This pain is just too real

Pink gilerrrrr

Falling in love

Don't hold your head so low that you can't see the sky.

Berlari-lari Ku Mencarimu

Perit nya perasaan ni.

Walked into an interior deco stores.

Berlari-lari

My broken heart is now seriously fragile, because of you.

Being strong is the only choice I have

Brownies Ice-Cream

Foods for thought

Emosi

Night!

My laughter and joy

Toast smells gewd!!!!

Selamat Malam duhai hati